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i went and hung out with a girl that ive liked for a very long time and we have tried dating but at he time, she did not want a relationship(the family orientated girl, the one that cant make up her mind)anyways, we orginally planned to play board games with her friends and her sister at her sisters apartment.
When i get their, she drops everything she is doing and runs across the room and throws her arms around me. A strong hug, then later she looked really down or depressed abou something, so i started flirting with her and she tells me to lay on the ground with her and roll around.(i know its childish and a little immature, but thats one of her best qualitys, she not afraid to be herself around me. Anyways, we rolled into eachother and started rolling on top of eachother, and we would play other games that required us to touch like thumb wrestling or we would play a game where we would have to lock arms and pull the other. This is the way she flirts. After that, her sister decides that we all should drink, so we started to play drinking games and after we ran out, we were both tipsy, not drunk.
Everyone decides to mellow out and watch tv, but her sisters boyfriend and one of her close friends start going around the room and picking people up and carry them into the other room where they would hold the persons arms and legs and the they would tickle them. When She got picked up she was taken into the other room, then she teamed up with them to get me. The two guys held me down, while she lifted my shirt up and tickeled me running her fingers all over my body and accidently going a little lower than she intended. The tickeling lasted about 20 secs and then i was let go and they quit.
Now everyone is now watching tv and Her sister, her sisters boyfriend/fiance and her are all laying on the carpet in the middle of the floor. She looks up at me and with one finger, signals me to lay next to her, well the was no room to lay beside her, so she shared her pillow with me and while we were laying their, listening to somebody tell a story she uses one of her hands and runs her hand through my hair, behind my ears,the back of my neck( it was very relaxing and sensual) it also seemed like she was breathing a little heavier than normal.
Her sisters boyfriend got up to make breakfast and her sister went to help, so i moved under the covers and behind her(keep in mind we are clothed and in the middle of a living room with 4 other people watching tv on the couches surrounding us. She started to close her eyes, so i used my finger tips and run them across her back, down her back on her side, nothing too sexual, but still something to show that i still have strong feelings for her. This lasted for 10 minutes, then we ate breakfast and everybody left.
When i got home that night, i felt the need to call her and i left a voicemail saying (Hey i just wanted to let you know that i still love you. I know that you think that were to young to know what love is and thats fine, but i love you...goodnight)..............Ok Sorry for the length of the story, i just felt the more detailed the story, the better you understand the situation. I didnt talk to her the next day though(but this is not unusual for us) Do you think the phone call was too much? Should i call her and ask how she feels about me? About us? or should i just leave it alone? All i want to do is call her and tell her after that month of not hanging out or really talking, that i never stopped loving her or thinking about her. I want to tell her that i think about her every day when i wake up. That even when i sleep, shes in my dreams.---But thats waaaaay to much to lay on her, right?...ok thats the story, sorry about the length. Thanks
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