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I have been dating my boyfriend for 2 years and am suddenly feeling very unsatisfied. I don't know what to do either. I love being around him and I truly do love him. But starting in like August I started having dreams that I was cheating on him or breaking up with him and feeling extremely relieved about breaking up with him in my dreams. Then I would wake up feeling so confused about my feelings. Then this Christmas he was very disappointing, he did nothing for me until I got really mad at him and then he did something very thoughtful. To be honest, I told him he didn't have to get me anything but I at least expected to get a card. Then, I had a massive dinner party on new years for everyone and instead of helping me, he slept the whole time. I'm kind of getting the urge to be free but he is also my best friend and I truly do love him. I just think he's so immature because I am his first girlfriend ever and he is my 5th long term boyfriend. He's an incredibly kind, generous, smart, and intelligent person. I dont want to make the wrong decision but I am just super confused and have been for a while now. The worst thing is is that we are signed up for a dance class that goes until March. His dog just died. And his Christmas present he got me is not for a month. What do I do?
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