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Ok its a weird story. One nite i was so drunk in a hotel drunk w my friend that we fall asleep together i was wasted but she was fine. We fall asleep and woke up the next morning..however later that day we were drinkin again in the club and she was drinkin a lot, we went to the bathroom together and suddenly she pulled me in inside the bathroom and starts kissin me...HELLO!!! for 2 microseconds i was freaking out. I never had kissed a girl b4, and this time it was my best friend, i doubted it but kissed her back because i didnt want her to feel bad. Right when we kissed everything click!!! It felt so right kissing her, we were on VK, when we went back to the hotel we slept together again (regular closing eyes, fall asleep) we had another of my friend in the room so it was not like we were gonna do soemthing, but she start grabbin my boobs...GOSH i cant describe how good it felt, so different than with guys...anyways in ourfriendship always drama has been an important part in our lives....we started fightin stopped talkin, then she went to my house we hooked up, WOW best sex ever, we always fight tho, its nothin new, we just fight a lot, but she's hot & cold, i dont knwo if i wanna see anybody else besides her, am i gay? bi? what the hell am i? i dont like girls i know that im just in love w my friend...but i still like guys tho.
im so confused, she wants me, she mades me go to motels, have sex in different places, but all in hiding, she turns her face away or push me back, but i still want her more and more...what should i do?
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