Not for a while, at least...
She has a volleyball scholarship, and I have to stay in state for school. Both of our families are struggling financially.
I may be able to go to her school in fall 2012. Almost 3 years from now.
I am in a horrible bind, but I don't want to give up on her. She's a very special person to me. The MOST special. I want her to do well in life, and I want her in my life. So, I can't just say "you're out of my life". She IS my life. Everything I do, I use her as my motivation.
It's almost like...no matter how hard I try, I can't just give up on her. I care about her and love her too much.