I am just completely devastated at the way things in my relationship have turned out. My fiancee and I have had the most beautiful experiences of our lives...we finally found love in each other after some really bad situations and finally we have a beautiful baby girl. He's the kinda guy that just goes all out for me, spoils me if you might say...but in a good way. Well, lately i've been making a lot of plans (more like giving some ideas) on our future...we only have part-time jobs and we never went to college or that sort of thing so i've been wanting to go to school and study and open up a bakery or maybe a mechanic shop for him since he likes that stuff and all...but I haven't seen him that interested in my plans...I know he's been acting distant for a while and i just thought it was because of money issues so i got another job on the side...now, i dont have a car so i'm contantly making sacrifices and getting to my job however i can with friends, coworkers, even my mom who lives 45 mins away, sometimes i feel we dont have much time to ourselves but whenever we have days off together, he goes out...so i'm a wrong for wanting to help out our relationship? anyway...he told me just two days ago
i think we should break up because i haven't been feeling right...and its best for the baby if we break up now than later.
obviously i broke down crying...this is the love of my life the first and only person i've ever been intimate with and we have a 1yr old together and he just wants me to move out with the baby...does that make sense? well, to me it doesn't...anywho, i asked him why...and he kept saying that he didnt know, that he just felt wrong in the relationship. i told him that it was impossible not to know and that the next day he should tell me face to face what is bothering him (oh, yeah right now i'm staying with my parents in the time being...though i don't have none of my things here since i havent been to get my things yet) he was supposed to come to talk and he never did...this has left me in a complete void...
i just really need some insight on what people might think about this...it's really getting to me..
