my full story......so basically my gf and i broke up 5 month...

my full story......so basically my gf and i broke up 5 months ago....long story short...she told me she would never find anyone else...she just didnt want a relationship recently due to stress etc.....but she would soon and we would work our issues out...promise....we basically acted together through the holidays....hugged kissed...had sex...cuddled....everything...went to familiy functions and both spent a lot on each others gifts....as i kept going i started some phases of nc but she would go crazy telling me how much she loved me sendin me sweet lyrics saying she loved everyhting about me....she loved my bones.....fast forward to a week ago....my phone calls start gettin ignored out of nowhere....i pressure her to tell me whats up....3 days later shes still ignorin calls only textin til she gets home....finally she says i "sometimes" feel we need to see other people....and "sometime" feel there is someone better out there for us....i know she has met someone else...the whole time we were on the phone she kept gettin beeps....i ask her on the last beep to give me 5 minutes to let what she just said sink in cause this was something that she said and laughed off as NEVER happening.....she says she needs to get to bed and is over talkin....i ask her again just 5 min....she says ok...then gets a beep again and answers it...my phone loses signal...i try calling back ...she sends me to voice mail...i text saying i gave you 5 months ...you cant give me 5 minutes.....nothin back....til an hour later even though "she had to go to bed" obvious BS she says she had to let me go cause it hurts her so bad to hurt me...more BS...the next day she texts me she loves me still and wants us to talk..lol...i tiold her i appreciate you ignorin me out of nowhere when i lose my job cause i have always been there for you during your numerous job losses and family drama.....and she says we are broke up i owe you nothing....and says that as far as me waiting...we chose our own paths and she still owes me nothing....i got no apology no nothing......shes tried callin....i will never talk with her again!!!! just figured i would tell somethin on here start to finish... proof that no matter how hopeful things seem....keep your guard up.....this was a girl who is know for being honest and speakin her mind.....i would have never thought it would end like this...not to kill hopes for others out there....just saying do whats best for you....it wouldnt have changed the outcome but i wish i had took more time to heal before continuin contact.....cause after 5 months she is healed and i am at day one and she says...she owes me nothing.....but honestly the way i got dont thankfully makes wakin away easy.....blessing in disguise

just a litte background we were together 3 years...never broke up before cheated nothing...when we broke up she said i have nothing to forgive you for....you were a wonderful boyfriend and were always there for me....i never listened to those saying heal first....do whats best for you......but really please do..it may work out for you in the end.....but only if you have respect for yourself....no matter how much a person says they love you....at the end of the day they will do whats best for them.....