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My Girl of 5years relationship left me.. It was an intense relation .. since we made love with one anothr..We got engaged and confirmed that as soon as we complete our studies we would get married.
As i reached my 3rd year of College (Medicine),..She started keepin distance wit me for no reason...And she was just finding new and new excuses 2 break up...Most of it were true actually%u2014like
I was soooooo dam possisive,if she just talk even one single words to any boys in my pressence..
I won%u2019t listen to her problems,,,like all lovers do taking things for granted...Which finally (Taadaaaa) leads to break ups..i wrote many email to her ,texted her,tried to call her,but dint work out..I use to cry and write all those emails to her.I was sooooo weak heart ...I use too cry every time i think of her.There was not even 1 single day that i haven%u2019t cried.. i felt that my heart was shattered into pieces and 1 by 1 i was picking them up.. it was hell painful....
So i decided to go to her home and see her face to face and say things up.. I cut my fingers and wit full blood i wrote a letter ... i knew she wont understnd if i simply say things up.. thats why i decided to do something stupid like this...but the things went in the opposite direction.. I begged her not to do like this putting my diginity down on then floor...
she hated me more after that , coz she thot that i was a mad person..Coward coz i became soooo low infront of her ,just to get her back...
She completed her course(Bse Nursing) and went 2 another state,,,, and i went behind searching 4 her.. i didn%u2019t have any no:..nothing.no address. i just had an idea that she was doing her Mse ....in that state(Bangalore- In India)
i was soo depressed coz when i go out of the hotels which i live in...it just reminded me of her.. it was like torturing me....Coz the main purpose of the me going to that city i not yet completed and i didn%u2019t know where to start from...
And soon as i startd makin frnds thr ,,,, alot of girls started divertin ma mind ... I knew they were all trying to pacify me...
I couldn%u2019t find her i was devastated,,,,,I wanted to suicide...
Then i went back to my home town, coz i left hope..
I felt suffocated thr in ma room.. ma mob,ipod, and computer are filled with her fotos..After 4-5days I took again a bus to Bangalore...in the bus i met a guy who knew my girl(He was sudying in her college).. i took my girl's mobile no: from him,,,U GUYS WONT BELIEVE ME ,, 4 next 3months i didn%u2019t have guts 2 call in that number...
my hands would shiever..i thot that is was better if i give her time and not call her for some time..
I gave that mob no: to othr frnds of mine.. they called her and asked her 2 question "How is your life?"she replied casually And then they asked %u201C How is your Life Without Franklin%u201D I cried when my friends asked these questions to her...she got stuck(i knew she was heart broken and she had plenty of love for me) .....They gav my mob no: 2 her ...i waited n waitd .. then atlast i got a call from her after 1 long week... She scolded me left n right... using bad words like hell on me saying not 2 disturb her anymore.. I request n begged her to meet me..She said that she wud meet me but that wud be the last ..She wanted 2 throw a last drama wit my love...I Boldly replied %u201Cokay,no probZ%u201D..
That time i realized that my love for her was turning into angerness ...
I went 2 the auditoriun where she had her college annual functions,,,,She said me to come there...My heart was just pounding in my hand.. it was sooo sooooo soooooo long since i have seen her face to face..
I couldnt find her out there also,At last i saw her on stage, she was going 2 perform %u201C%u201DI %u2018m gonna be aroung%u201D%u201D from Mltr Album(Believe me just download this song from youtube-guys-When you feel left alone..)okay back to my life%u2014Then in front of 1000s of peaple she called my name...
She got in her knees and asked me sorry.... (it really seems like a movie story)but guys i promise it%u2019s my life..
She asked me whether i am changed.. to which i replied %u201C Yes i m%u201D...
She needed tym for herself n i was happy that i kept some distance with her...
oh yes After that,She came n hugged me n gave me a direct m2m.... i was ... shockd , i didn%u2019t have even any sound comin out of my mouth..
This is ma life...
MY GIRL'S NAME IS "Malie"----Acordin 2 me--It is
"Ma Li'f'e "
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