Well it all started when she was in my 1st period class... and at first she described my as a bum... which i wouldn't blame her.... Then i finally work up my courage to talk to her because were put in the same group. and we talk so much our teacher gets tired of telling us. then 2nd period the same thing we talk and talk like their is no tomorrow. then one night she calls me because her boy friend broke up with her. shes crying and i talk to her for 30 mins. after an hour in a half she tells me she loves me...(all this in two months) She is just so beautiful i can even begin to think she means it the way i wanted her to mean it... she loved me as a lover. not as a friend. i never asked her out because of that. but we still talked untill i found out she love me that way. when i find out. i go crazy. my hearts gets all sorts of heart beats. she went out with another guy. because she was tired of waiting. but to this day were still friends. (it's been a year and a half since i first talked to her.) shes single. and she is now having her 15. i'm in it. were not in the same school. she lives 30 miles away but i would drive 100 just for her. were only friends... i'm single. shes single. and every time i look at her she give me this smile that brightens up my earth. i just wanna know. was a year ago the end of us? can i still hope i can win her heart. she still loves me. i think. she sais it. i know i love her as my friend... and i love her more than a friend. i want her badly. becuse i want to feel like the time i was in love with her. and i still am. i would get up in the mornings just to go see her everyday. i did't care about anything else. and i've never ever done anything to purposely harm her. i love her. kind of like the ross and rachel situation...
