we broken up 4 times and got back together. now we broke up again and i want him back.

Me and my exboyfriend was going for 9 months and it was great for the pass few months but i had a lot of stress from family members..hatred and no love at all from them.I broke up with my ex boyfriend because of all the stress and problems that i had.He loved me so much and i loved him so much..we were even planning to get married in the future. Then because of all the stress i told him thats its not going to be fair for him to be with m e and taking on my problems because he himself has his own.But now that i had broken up with him like 4 days ago my mom told me that she was gonna get a divorce with my stepdad i felt so relief.that all my stress left me.Now i want to get back with my ex-boyfriend but he said no he done and that i should move on because he dont want me to be breaking up with him all the time.he thinks am playing with his head but am not if he love me that much he will take me back and know that every thing is gonna be ok .but now he still tellling me no and its like am going crazy cuz he got ma heart ,my whole heart now am blaming myself cuz i brought it up o me..but i would love to get back with him he means everything to me i do know what i will do without him he is my first and only true love ...Please give me some advice and help me

Call him in two weeks to see if he wants to talk.
Explain that your family was being stressful.
He should be willing to at least hear you out.