what should i do?

Me and my gf broke up 4 weeks ago and we start hang out beings friends it was going ok i guess , then

she told me this I dont think we should hang out for a while because i'm getting stressed out again and I have stuff that i need to get done...I do want to help u still but I can't talk to u directly or hang out. and Another thing I can still help u out with your learning disability if u would like. So just let me know cuz i can send u stuff to do and u can send me it when ur finished.

I'm sorry, if u really want things to change u have to take initiate and if u say sumthing that you want to do or u say u want to change sumthing u should take the steps to help u do that.

I hope u dont get mad or upset about this just i cannot be stressed right now and i am even if i seem like i`m having a good time the stress is still there.

I'm glad your not mad at me, we can still talk just not in person so emails are ok.
then she told me that me I want u to call those counsellors tho and I want u to make an appointment to go see them. U need help to talk to your mother.

then she went to see the Sudbury Counselling Centre this morning and she gave me a card with her name and number and told me to tell u to call her as soon as u find out if your parents have coverage to pay for the counselling. If they do u can get 10 free counselling sessions instead of $75 an hour.

U need to know too that I dont feel what u feel for me, the only thing i'm in love with is my future. U should just let me go for now and concentrate on ur studies because thats whats in ur future.

I agree also with ur mom about finding balance in school, friends, family and w/e is in ur life...those late nights we spent together and u having to work the next morning u should not be out till 2 or 3 am, u should do the responsible thing and go home to bed to get a good nights rest because theres always another day to talk...u have to think about urself sumtimes and whats best for u.

I know i'm selfish for thinking like that most of the time, thinkin how will this benefit me, but thats why I am doing great in my life and have sumthing to show for it and will have a better futur.


what should i do now ?????

U need to know too that I dont feel what u feel for me, the only thing i'm in love with is my future. U should just let me go for now and concentrate on ur studies because thats whats in ur future.