We go to different schools...but I want it to work. I see him once a week... yet I still feel close to him. I feel like I'm giving my all to him and in this relationship, and I get the end of the stick. Yet I settle for it... but its only because I care so much for this guy.. and so much, that it hurts me. He's constantly on my mind... not in a weird way ...its sorta like how you kind of wanna know what someones doing maybe because you miss them or something like that. That's the way I feel about him.. but there's nothing I get in return. I'll text him... and say "heyy", he'll say "wutz up" and from there I know what the conversation is going to be about.. nothing.. he wont try and start a conversation with me, and it bothers me
... it bothers me so much... because at one time we were so close, and now I'm thinking he's moved on. He told me I was one of the girls he think he just may fall in love with, and I believed it... and I still do. I take this so hard because I really like him, and I would rather be by myself than with anyone else if I cant have him. I just know I cant stress myself out over this, not anymore. So Ladies, Gentleman... ask yourself this... "Do I love myself?" (Hopefully you say yes.) Then ask yourself, "Do I love myself enough to make sure you dont get hurt?" And if you answer these question straight from the heart, then you have your answer, and you had it all along.You have something special, and you need to be with someone who can recognize it without you telling them what it is. People, People... Life is a journey that most people wont fulfill, live it well, and most importantly live it well with someone who will treat you right and really truly loves you.
******Giovonn
